18 day of the moon
Valentino told me a story last night about his friend from France. A musician I think. Who was stuck in life at some point. And found a Thai coin on a beach. That coin triggered something inside of the guy. So he decided definitely to go to Thailand. Although his money was too tight. He got a ticket somehow. 4 years later Valentino met him there. The guy was doing very good. He met a wife, built a house and opened some art business. Looking back that one coin completely changed his life. But only because he was willing to take a risk. And follow his intuition. How about that?
Now Valentino is doing a pilgrimage to Jerusalem. Walking by foot. That thing is also life changing. The single purpose let him to stick to oneself pretty much. By following the own path, he faced some difficulties for sure. But it was fulfilling in many ways. Especially we talked about relationships with women. We could see on personal experiences how easy it is to fall into a women chasing trap when there is an absence of other purpose in life. How a feminine is attracted to a single pointed masculine in turn. And how one is able to believe in oneself and take care of oneself by following own path in life. Without extremely relying on other people. That conversation sparked some light at the end of a tunnel. When the one believing in oneself is actually able to support and be supported. Thanks for that.
Today I met a russian friend of a friend. He is renting a bnb in Ohrid. I came to visit him. I could see another part of myself clearly. As if I was looking into the mirror. Although Igor is working as a programmer remotely. I gave up on this job before I started to travel. It was a mind digging in front of a computer all day. That drove me so high, so I decided to change completely at some point. Just wanted to ground myself in life. He seems to be doing pretty well. We ate some bread with eggplant and peppers paste, and salty peanuts. Sesame gozinaki with coffee. Talked about all this pain with planes tickets, companies and restrictions. About Russia, Mexico and Turkey. Balkans and stuff. Rude storms in Albania and Austria. Our view of things met on a positive ground. So I was happy to talk to this guy.
Hope to see those people again in future.